winged_destiny

明日(あす)なんて来ないようにと
 願った夜　数え切れない
夢も愛も失くし
　雨に打たれたまま　泣いてる…

飾りつけないで
 このままの私で生きてゆくため
何が必要
自分さえ信じれず
　何を信じたらいいの
答えは近すぎて見えない

黒い涙　流す
私には何もなくて　悲しすぎて
言葉にさえならなくて
体中が痛み出して
耐えられない　ひとりでは

夜中に泣きつかれて
　描いた　自分じゃない自分の顔
弱さを隠したまま
　笑顔を作るのは止めよう…

飾りつけないで
 生きてゆくことはこの世で一番
ムズカシイコト?
あなたからもらうなら形のないものがいい
壊れるものはもう　いらない

* 黒い涙　流し　叫んでも
知らぬ顔で明日は来て
同じ痛みにぶつかる
そんな日々を続けるなら
遠く　消えてしまいたい
わがままと　わかっても…

黒い涙　流す
私には何もなくて　悲しすぎて
言葉にさえならなくて
体中が痛み出して

* repeat 

(asu) nante konai you ni to
  negatta yoru  kazoekirenai
yume mo ai mo nakushi
  ame ni utareta mama  naiteru...

kazaritsukenaide
  kono mama no watashi de ikite yuku tame
nani ga hitsuyou
jibun sae shinjirezu
  nani wo shinjitara ii no
kotae wa chikasugite mienai

kuroi namida  nagasu
watashi ni wa nani mo nakute  kanashisugite
kotoba ni sae naranakute
karadajuu ga itamidashite
taerarenai  hitori dewa

yonaka ni nakitsukarete
  egaita  jibun ja nai jibun no kao
yowasa wo kakushita mama
  egao wo tsukuru no wa yameyou...

kazaritsukenaide
  ikite yuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban
muzukashii koto?
anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii
kowareru mono wa mou  iranai

* kuroi namida  nagashi  sakendemo
shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
onaji itami ni butsukaru
sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara
tooku  kiete shimaitai
wagamama to  wakattemo...

kuroi namida  nagasu
watashi ni wa nani mo nakute  kanashisugite
kotoba ni sae naranakute
karadajuu ga itamidashite

* repeat

I can’t count the nights when I’ve hoped tomorrow won’t come
I’ve lost my dreams and my love; lashed by the rain, I’m crying, crying, crying…

Is it the hardest thing in the world
To live without dressing oneself up?
If I could have something from you, I want something intangible
I no longer need things that can break

I cry black tears
I have nothing, its too sad
Unable even to put it into words
My whole body begins to ache
I can’t take being alone

At night I grew tired of crying and drew my face, yet it wasn’t my face
I need to stop hiding my weakness and putting on a smile

Is it the hardest thing in the world
To live without dressing oneself up?
If I could have something from you, I want something intangible
I no longer need things that can break

*Even if I cry black tears and scream
Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face
And I’ll come up against the same pain
If those days are going to continue
Then I want to go far away
Even though I know it's selfish of me...

I cry black tears
I have nothing, its too sad
Unable even to put it into words
My whole body begins to ache
I can’t take being alone

*Even if I cry black tears and scream
Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face
And I’ll come up against the same pain
If those days are going to continue
Then I want to go far away
Even though I know it's selfish of me...